Someone once said to me that they could tell how I was feeling by my paintings. I suppose that is a good thing as I am always harping about "painting from the heart, not the head". I only remember twice painting in angst and it showed, Those paintings both sold. Although at the time I was painting I really did think they would never turn out. But something happened when I finished those works. I felt better. So, it's not yoga for me or drugs it is my hands covered in paint. That is my drug of choice.